i'm listening to christopher bill's talks and he said to stay in the beginner mindset as long as possible but i never had it, i was learning my scales from the moment i started
i really miss max in my fingertips today
i wanna kiss boys like 65 and girls like 35 but i have no interest in penises whatsoever and it is the most goddamn irritating thing
and i have so many friends i wanna kiss but not do much else with
i think i wanna start writing music like starry cat esque
i wonder if you glow in the dark
or if you just glow in the light
some parts of the moon are brighter than others
but you outshine them all by far
even when i can't see you at night