things that are pissing me off right now:

• max
• people not in long-distance relationships who pretend to understand long distance relationships
• people not in long-distance relationships overall
• gabe kaufman (he got into ithaca while failing half his classes)
• i got kicked off the piano
• my emotions are waaaaay too fucking tied to his like i wanna be happy tonight
• the word "ha" in general
• cactus emojis
• the heat in this house is fucking broken so my room is 70ish degrees and stuffy and the rest is almost freezing and dry
• my skin is disgusting
• my entire body is so fucking disgusting and i'm ugly and annoying that's what i took from today
• loud music
• trampolines
• my mom yells too loudly
• i feel like i'm about to vomit 9 times out of 9
• max
• my sister did her thing
• that fucking coat
• everything i do
• i just want to stop doing that would work well enough since i can't do anything right
• people that don't pick up the goddamn phone
• myself for realizing halfway through that i felt sick thinking about talking to him
• nail polish
• nails
• hand stamps tHAT WON'T WASH OFF???
• my mom again she wants me to get ready for bed
• movies
• socks
• homework
• the color purple
• my assigned english reading book it reminds me too much of english which reminds me of leah
• leah
• mariella
• all of my friends
• i just hate everything